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MANY MANY THANKS TO SHE HUI!!!! lol
I changed my blog skin again! lol! She hui helped me to change some of the template codes!!!!

i need to buck up and not wait for the results to come out then regret what I have done before. Put in my best and not regret the choices I have made.

The discover finance stock trading game has started! haiz… I know zilch about stocks… lol

Give me some comments on this new blogskin

Change my blogskin!!!! Looks nice and cheery now!

Had birthday celebration with she hui and renhui ytd

The Cake!!!

She Hui and Renny

Grp foto (i look fat..)

Ling ling with her fabulous hair lol!

Bekah

Mich, in her attempt to act cute

Me

She Hui

Angchor & …

…Renhui lol

She she with the bouquet(her present)

I am really not sure what is wrong with me…..
Maybe I am cursed to nv feel any contentment. I feel like I am in an eternal struggle for better and more things. I feel as though the odds are against me….

I feel cold. My heart does not reflect the warm smile I send out….
What is wrong?

Maybe it is time to learn to be grateful for the things I have in my life….

School has started and I feel NUMB.

I think the pressure is now on me to actually work hard this sem and get better results. With my current 3.2 gpa, i am actually on dangerous ground here.

My English is becoming worse. It is like from bad to worst!!!

I don’t why am I feeling this way. I feel like lashing out at those people… but I cannot confirm that what I am sensing from them is true or not. If you really don’t like me, then tell me and I will get out of your face. Stop smiling at me with this fake smile when others are around. I don’t care about your people’s skill. STOP IT

Haiz… I am starting to feel like everyone is not showing their true selves….

wth