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My birthday is coming!!! I want to be more wise and mature as I grow older!!!!!

lol damn random i think

I am spending a lot of money need to stop it. Bank account balance is diminishing la. Cannot spend liao. Have to cut down on my savings. Sian…..

Shopped online for jeans and I am seriously scared now that I cannot fit into them. Pls let me fit into the jeans!!! I need them!!! I am so fat la. Have to resort to buying plus sized clothes from US and I dunno how they will fit. Spent around 160 USD liao. I am so going to die when my dad’s credit card bills come….. lol

had HS 814 mid term quiz yesterday. Now I am left with IT quiz tmr and Accounting quiz on friday. LOL

This week is a murderous week before my long awaited for recess week!!!!! but after my break is all quizzes again. lol

Anyways, I spent Valentines Day with Ling yi, Jing chuan and Bekah. Had dinner at Pasta Cafe. The food was good. What was very interesting was that there was a fire alarm at taka and they had to cut off the gas supplies to the restaurant. So we ordered at around 8+ and the food was only served at 9+…. We finished the meal at ten plus….

We were all dying by the time the food was served!

CNY = more slacking time. lol

Really slacked for the past 4 days. Only went visiting my maternal granddad on new year’s eve. Then slack all the way. Feeling very guilty now…. lol

I will work harder!

I want to wish all of you who are still reading my blog a HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!
Enjoy yourself in this festive season and may the rat year bring lots of joy and $$$ to you guys!!

I miss st nicks …….. Time flies and another year has past again…. Really really miss st nicks….

It was on thursday evening when I was alone on bus 157, traveling home that I suddenly felt lonely and desperately wishing for a companion. This feeling continues to intensify and I started to wish for someone to love me.

It was then that I started to reflect on my thoughts.

Immediately, I started feeling grateful for all the things I have in my life.
I am grateful for all the friends I have in my life.
I am grateful for all the opportunities in have in my life, including those that I have failed to act upon.
I am grateful for all the decisions that I have made in my life and still continues to make everyday.
I am grateful for all the support I have received in past from everyone.
I am grateful for all the betrayal I have experienced before, I may not have forgotten them but I cannot ignore their effects on the shaping of ME.

I am grateful for everything I have.

Although I may appear to be constantly unsatisfied, I am truly grateful what I have.
All of a sudden,
I feel a burden being lifted off me
and tears welled up in my eyes.

The rest of the bus trip doesn’t appear to be so daunting anymore. . .