xian 娴

A conversation with someone has open up my perspective so much more! lol
I am really not caring abt the 2nd major thingy.

This thought occurred to me that day when i was chatting with quan min. I was bitching the unfairness of the 2nd major thingy. It finally penetrated my slow mind that the second major thing is not possible for me. The email is for pple to drop the 2nd major.

I feel like my worthiness is actually determined by our academic achievement. The moment you fail in one of the stages of your academic life, you seem to lose all the chances and opportunities that might help you to improve. All the efforts in the world is concentrated in the so called elites. Opportunities are not available for you.

It seems to suggest that you has lost value to the society. Like you are not capable of contributing anything significant to the society.

The news ytd (晚报) that had the most impact on me is about this 13 year old that suffered a stroke.
In taiwan, this 13 year old suffered a stroke in the classroom. The doctor diagnosis was that the student was to stress out and it caused the clot to form in the brain….

What are we doing? What kind of society are we progressing towards?

I am trying to decide whether I want to do a minor or a second major now. I don’t know about the second major thing. Out of the few choices, I think I am interested in only IT. Plus, I didn’t receive the invitation to apply.

My gpa is not good enough I think. That means I have to email them and try to persuade them that I am capable of handling it. It makes me feel like I am not worthy…. Sian

About the minor, I am not sure wat I wanna do.

I need to be more decisive.

My dad is feeling quite upset because he is trying to find a shop space and at the same time, IRAS is giving him additional problems by conducting an audit now. . . Bad luck….

Wanted to share my results cos they really are a huge improvement from last sem!!!! *grins* I got 1A, 3 B+ and 1 B-. So happy!!!