back after not blogging for close to a month. Time passes so quickly!!! Recess week is here.
Anyways, school’s fine. Not going to mention it here as even I am tired of my own complaining…
Suddenly felt this reflective mood coming up so I quickly opened up blogger 
I think this is the occasionally i-feel-lost period. Blindly reading, doing work, trying to last through the week without feeling too lousy. I see no sense of purpose, no empowerment. Need an aim or motive to aid me in pressing on in all this.
Was looking at the friendster update in my mail when i saw this girl from SNGS. Went to her friendster profile and her blog from there. She is happily attached with someone special Didn’t know her in SNGS but strangely felt envious. Feeling lonely…
Why do I feel so unsatisfied and crave for companionship/love? Sometimes it is to the extent that i feel like a freaking attention seeker. This is when I will forcefully push the strange feelings down, deep down into my heart, hoping that it will not ever rear its ugly head again….
I long for someone special in my life….
