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what is it that makes you want to do better in one aspect when someone praises you on another aspect? Isn’t the most economical and efficient way is to focus on what is good and continue to improve it? why is there a need to prove pple wrong? The desire to be an all-rounder. The impossible dream to be perfect or at least appear perfect to others. The lust for success.
haha was asked why I am so emo. lol the product of an over-active mind and a temporary low. Not depressed just a temporary low caused by mood swings. Instead of going onto facebook and playing brainless games, i decided to write and blog. type what pops out in my mind and the thoughts that followed. chaotic but I like it. XD
Maybe all my subsequent post will become as chaotic as the one before XD Enjoying the thought exercises that make my mind move!!
in the office now so this post won’t be long. I wanna meet u guys for gathering 
Suffocating in boredom at work. Really experiencing the shallow feeling stage of my life. the interaction with my colleagues is most of the time, funny. but it just cannot get a bigger response out of me.
really feeling very shallow feelings lately which is really weird… really weird foreign feelings.
decide to move to a new place at wordpress.
hopefully it will a tranquil place for me to vent myself
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I have started my internship! People in that office are nice and they bring a lot of laughter to the place.
Somehow along the way I have got by the 2 days. Still compilation work now and feeling very stupid cos I don’t really get instructions.
Went outside the office twice today to get hold of my emotions. What is it that makes me so dissatisfied with myself? It is so hard to turn this dissatisfaction into motivation. feeling very down because of this.
Maybe I discovered the root of my problem. In all the situations I am in, it seems as if I am always dissatisfied. Unhappy with what I have, always wanting more. ALWAYS FOCUSING ON MYSELF….
back to this place after a super hectic sem. Regret a lot of things including not studying as much as I should have. haizzzz…
Anyway, my PA is going to start soon. On 11th May. Wish me luck and motivation at work!
I need motivation and a focus in order to succeed ba…..
My god! Part 1 of IT project is over!!!!!!!!!! 51 pages and a PDF file of 8.48MB
hahahah I was quite shocked by the size of it.
As I was telling Ying2, I feel like all the projects I have done is not very good…. In fact sometimes, I feel like the reports that my groups came up with sucks… but it is because I have seen the content so many times that I feel like I can detect the SMALLEST weakness in the report. I hope the instructor don’t see it……
One down, 4 more reports to go……
Feeling really weird now. Like the feeling u get before an important event and u start feeling reflective.
There are many things in my life that I wished that I have not done and a huge load of things that I wished I had. But, thank you. It is all these experience that has created the Yi Xian that you see today.
I may not be the best in anything but at least I am a decent human being. I may complain and bitch about everything, pls bear with me. It is just the internal perfectionist in Pisces that is screaming.
Sometimes, I really wonder what kind of person I am. I feel this wall between me and the people around me. Like I am all alone in this world. I continue to laugh but after the laughter, the loneliness sets in.
Aiyo I am becoming emo again. Self-imposed isolation ba.
I know I have said this a lot of times but I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.
Thanks for being there when I needed you. Thanks for listening to me.
Finally I decided to book chalet for my birthday celebration 
Details:
Date: 26 Feb 2009
Location: Aloha Loyang Chalet
Sea View Terrace 3
Address: 159W Jalan Loyang Besar
Singapore 507020
Check in time: 3 pm
How to get there?
By Car
If you’re coming from the north…
take SLE/TPE, exit to Pasir Ris Drive 12 which turns right into Pasir Ris Drive 3. Go along Pasir Ris Drive 3 until you pass Aranda Country Club on your left. At the immediate junction, turn left into Pasir Ris Close.
Go along this road and turn into Jalan Loyang Besar. Take this small lane until you see the road sign directing you to aloha loyang (a left-turn, after which you should take the road winding right).
On your left, you would pass by Costa Sands and a public carpark. Go straight ahead and you’ll arrive at aloha loyang.
If you’re coming from the west…
take TPE/SLE, exit to Loyang Avenue (towards Pasir Ris Town). Travel along Loyang Avenue and turn left into Pasir Ris Drive 3. You’ll come to a cross-junction where you’ll see NTUC Downtown East. Turn right into Pasir Ris Close. **
Go along this road and turn into Jalan Loyang Besar. Take this small lane until you see the road sign directing you to aloha loyang (a left-turn, after which you should take the road winding right).
On your left, you would pass by Costa Sands and a public carpark. Go straight ahead and you’ll arrive at aloha loyang.
By Train & Bus
Take the east bound train to Pasir Ris MRT station.
We have a Shuttle bus service commuting to & from Pasir Ris MRT station.
Check out this website for the shuttle bus schedule.
http://www.aloharesorts.com.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=355&Itemid=0
